If anything I believe in myself, I believe in my dreams, I believe in my hopes and I believe in my strength, and as for my weaknesses I have accepted them.
One day in this journey called life I woke up and told myself I wanted change in my life. Yes, I wanted a whole different life, I wanted a new routine I wanted a new environment, a new setup , I had been craving for change. I wish I could say it’s as easy as writing it down but clearly nothing worth while comes easy. This struggle has been real, don’t be fooled by my smile I’ve mastered smiling through the pain.
The sky is not the limit to those who believe in the beauty of their dreams
I had been mentally, emotionally, and psychologically preparing myself for a totally different life for up to 6 months if I’m not mistaken, so it had been a long time coming
I’d tell my family and friends my plans and they all took me for a joke up until the day i left then they saw that I was dead serious about wanting to start over. I was ready and honestly nothing or no one was going to stop me, I had gathered all the momentum I thought I needed, to get myself up and go.
This decision took a lot of my energy and strength as it wasn’t taken too well by my closest family members they where not ready to release me yet, but my soul was ready to take on what the world had to offer, in my head I knew and believed that the world is my oyester. I believed in myself and the skills I had acquired, I had been spending sleepless nights studying and perfecting my skill and this was definitely to make a better life for myself. I wasn’t going through this struggle to remain in the same place, nope.
My grandmother made it easy when she said to me “ you did the right thing muzukuru wangu” she calmed My spirit....
I knew waiting on assistance would take longer than expected I decided to take the lead, I went on to save money, I bought my air tickets way in advance, saved enough to get me Through what I needed and not wanted . Oh this got me in so much trouble, but sometimes you need to take charge of your life and go for what you want.
Eventually the day came I left without saying my goodbyes because I knew if I had given a heads up I was not going anywhere, I knew in my heart that I will be back or I’ll see you guys soon and besides we can Whatsapp video call everyday, Sometimes when you make announcements things don’t work out in your Favor trust me I did this first, I announced my departure and on the day i had to leave I found myself doing my regular routine.
I risked everything for my start up, I sold everything i had that was of some value, not knowing what life is going to throw at me,I took the jump. I’m hopeful that my soul will find what it’s searching for. Im hopeful that opportunities will present themselves to me, and I’m damn ready to go after everything that’s within my reach.
Thank God for my loving parents, even as mad as they where they told me if it doesnt work out, don’t hesitate to come back home... and they wished me well
This phase in my life has taught me to humble myself and be selfless, it’s taught me that we are all different and where raised differently , I have been fortunate enough to meet a lot of people from different walks Of life, this journey has been teaching me that they is so much to see and do in this world. I have also learnt to pray and trust in the Lord, He is a God of possibilities , he is a God of miracles, he is a God of favor.
The struggle has been real but the experience has been worth it, I’m loving every minute of it. I’m not anywhere close to my comfort zone but isn’t it’s said nothing ever grows in the comfort zone, I’m ready to grow and flourish to my fullest potential.
xoxo
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